*Sighs*

I was gonna post my random rants last week but the frequent disconnection in the computer cafe I was at...I couldn't and I got really frustrated I logged out, payed for the fee and quickly left out, never the come back at that shop again. Darn cafe! I wish I could have again the experience of having my own net connection at the comfort of my home. But that's how it is, my life here in Q.C is became more worse than I imagine.

Well, I'm back in my old school in Fairview bad too bad I don't always see my old friends and classmates because we have different class schedule. Too bad I can't see the girl I like because she is in the evening class and I'm in the morning and noon classes. Darn luck.

My siz got his beloved boyfriend stole from his friend. It's quite shock and surprise for me...also saddened too. In this present life love gets more complicated and worse. As people think that even in married couples, either of their partners gets stolen from a man or a woman much worse. In filipino, kung ang asaway ay inaagaw pa lalo na pag boyfriend/girlfriend lang.

Signing up for clearance was never this strange and it gets me frustrated and mad.

Ok heres the thing that pisses me off when I'm trying my clearance signed:

1. If I lost my clearance paper I'll pay php50 for another one. (give me a break, I know this is understandable

   but this never a thing on other school branches of the same name.

2. When I tried going to the library I was forced to pay php50 + donate a fictional book because I was not able

   to reach borrowing a minimum of 5 books. ( wth!? Why do this to us? This never happen to me before...I mean

  I don't usually go to the library and borrow books all the time plus It was never mentioned before. What are they

 thinking forcing us to pay 50 bucks plus donating a book? It's not just a book, they said it should be fictional and must

be 2005 until present. I have a book but it from my dads and I would be regretting it If give it to them. The'yre

making it difficult.

3. What's worse...If you're gonna sign you're clearance to the other requirements ( I forgot what it is) We have to

    sing our school hymn. Which I feel like were being played at and they want to make it a little more interesting to

   them. Makes me wana punch the person behind this crap.

Well, I was planning to transfer to another school anway...I don't like what this schools thinking really. The rants I

mentioned not the only reason why I should get out of this college school. Oh well...What a pain. Plus the school

sucks in my most humble opinion. Pfft.

Things have not been easy for me...

I got too carefree and relaxed again...taking for granted and ignoring my priority

I already know what the consequence once I chose not do my priorities first yet as a habit, it's difficult to stop and in

the end its too late. I made a mark of mistakes again. Now I must accept it and go...move forward again. Accept my 

consequence then move on...

I know everyone knows that I'm really saying but I can't tell it in detail really. Sorry. I feel embarrase over my mistakes

thinking that I'm a irresponsible and immature person I am.

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I wanted to go back where I started college again...wanting to go back in q.c again. Be a full time student...I'm always

getting tired, not having enough time to learn things I want and have a use of my new knowledge someday. Yet ever

since my old grandmother was hospitalize my wish to go back didn't came true. I'm sooo unlucky this end of the

year.

Since I was early retired from work due to my end of contract...

I suddenly feel a little sad because I did earn my own money anymore, I thought I try to find another work

Mom still nags me about fastfood yet I strongly refuse to apply there...After more than 1 week since I stop working my

backer inform me to report tomorrow...He said the secretary made a mistake on my early leave. So I was glad...

I was panicking because I was so bored doing but chores at home I found myself on the net shop all the time

watching and downloading animes...

Since christamas is nearing I'm planning to save money for the holidays...I hope work theres work everyday. Final

period is almost nearing to an end. And I'm getting nervous on how my grades are doing.

I found an anime that interests me...Its cute and it has a 'a magical girl' theme effect on it.

I got so addicted I downloaded a lot of episodes and a news that there's an upcoming second season for it.

can't wait.  Oh I forgot the anime title is Shugo Chara

I'm in a bad mood right now...My agency mistakenly ended my work contract a month early. Geez,

what are they thinking? I called my supervisor and said that they'll fixed it up. So I'm in waiting mode for now

It makes me feel so frustrated because I have find another job. My mom keeps bugging me taking a job on fastfoods

restaurants like jollibee and mcdo but I don't like taking a job there. I know that I'm being picky in this time that I need money

but that's what I feel. My mom just as more frustrated as me. *sigh*\

I don't like being a working student. It's either I study or work. I feel better on doing one thing...